...????

kya karein kya na karein

yeh kaisi mushkil haaye!!!!

nothing to do here...

started drawing again...

reading novels-just completed The Kite Runner

next is Seldon...

some data work!!!

what to do???

Tum Bin... :(

Tum Bin jaawun kahan

k duniya me aake

kuch na phir chaha kabhi

tumko chahke...

In retrospect...

Those 5 mins of ma Life,those 5 mins of glory!!!
I lay on my cot n gently closed my eyes as she had said.Suddenly something seemed to be raotating n I fell in some dark place.Ahh!!!! It was she;in front of me.What else could I....?
Suddenly something pricked my heart-ahh,it was the Cupid's arrow.I took her in my arms;the music started in my heart-she could feel it too.We started dancing to our heart's tune-completely insync with it; Kahin toh hogi woh,duniya jahaan tu mere saath hai;jahan main jahan tun aur jahan bas tere mere jajbaat hain... I kissed her -neck,under the ears gently moving up to her lips-and we were completely lost in this world.We hugged each other tighlty n then gently.I could feel her body,her breast n then her heartbeat.My heart started pounding insync with her as if,if they ever stopped it would be together.
Alas!But it all ended with the knock of the door!!! I had some mixed emotions-happy that I was in her arms sad that the synchronization was lost. :) :( 

  

All Alone!!! :(

Mera Jeevan Kora-kagaz

Kora hi reh gaya…!!!

Those were cho chweet days,

I remember those…

Still vivid in ma mind

They remember me

They are ma best friends

We have lived some special moments

The dance while bathing…

They feel as I feel

Distances separated our body

But not our togetherness

They were very special to me

And still are…

But all of us need someone more special

That special I also needed!!!

All are busy with their lives, I too am

But I find time for them.

It hurts when someone special to you

Doesn’t care…takes you for granted.

But they have never done that to me

Keeping ma finger crossed that no one ever does…

Mixed emotions of…

:) :( :) :( :) :(…

P.S. While writing this I had a power cut n that reminded me of something that I was writing after a long time and that something I had never written before for anyone….hope that….!!!!(sigh)

Just two days…ends!!!

Filling stuffs in the red

She filled stuffs in ma head

Sharp at midnight she cooked her head

To cool me down the next day

All alone in the crowd of 800.

With 3 cases on me

I stood crooked in the train

Paid bucks to ease her down

All she did me was kick me.

Staring and grinning at the opposite end

Only to hear no water at the other end

No food no snacks no pudding

With this the journey came to an end.

But wait who said it was the end

For no one has ever seen it…

I tried and tried but in vain

For who forgets the grief

For who remembers the happiness

Is what I have to say!!!

Bas Yaadein...

teri yaadein mulakatein

woh raatein aur baatein

teri saansein woh baahein

ab mujhko yaad aayein

tere bina mera jiya sataye kyun piya

yaadon ne teri mujhpe yeh jaado kiya re...

Some songs just strike deep,

somewhere deep down inside ur heart

it makes u feel love n emotions

makes u cry

especially if u have memories associated with it!!!

and this song along with "zindagi do pal ki" has etched a mark,

a mark of I don't know what...

i have preserved n associated some memories of ma life with it!!!