Love...???

Someone tweeted "wat is love...??"

Here is a story...

A boy named Hari gave his heart to a gal but was married to another gal named Niharika.
Niharika his wife came to know about his love n asked him whom did he love more.The boy said he didn't know.
Once they were in a ship which was on its way to an island...co-incidentally his love was also there.
Destiny..

.

the ship got caught in a storm n was wrecked.Hari first tried to save Niharika-hs wife!!!After he rescued her to the island he went save his love.But Alas!both drowned!!

The sea returned the "carcass" to Niharika!!!

So who did the boy love more...I ask u!!!
P.S. aa likkh de hum

       dono milke apni yeh prem kahani

       meri chahat ko tum rakh lena

       jaise koi nisani....

       hum rahein ya na rahein yaad aayenge yeh pal....

love u everyday...miss u every moment!!! :)

zindagi do pal ki...
intezaar kab tak hum karenge bhala
tumhe pyaar kab tak na karenge bhala.

I miss all those sweet talks,
the sweet healing voice
walking down the staircase after my lecs
i remember those days
the afternoon antrakshri session
the online kisses
the babyeeeee
n still talking for half n hour
ur anger, u tears
the ruthna n manana.

I won't let those fade in the Oblivion
I can't promise a Utopia
what I can promise is that whenever tears roll down ur eyes
u will always find me lending ma shoulders...
take care of urself
miss u a lot!!!! :(

Fact!!! :(

I took her to be my love,
She took me as her "pain-killer"!!! :(:(:(

BFF ...

whom u miss even when u r having sex ;) :D
whom u scold on ur mistake,
with whom u plan all the mischiefs,
with whom u share all ur feelings (maybe even ur gf :P)
who abuses u all the time-bloody idiot,rascal,motherfucker n all sorts of....blah blah blah!!!
with whom u pick random gals/boyz while shopping
whom u wuld like to kick in the ass in the happiest moment of ur life
whose shoulder u wuld like to have while crying
who tells u that ur gf has left the xamination centre n so its time for u to leave too :)
who relies on u n on whom u rely to get thru the xam
who points out ur silliest mistake
who cries when u cry
...
n so try to find such a friend,
never leave him/her even if he wants so
for when he says that he too feels pain
n wants u to come even closer!!!

Dedicated to all ma frnds
especially those who are worth sth in ma life!!!!

Real Loss....

texting-had a fight-she-not willing to tok or text-i strike back-i realize-but....

The Last Night

Was it the last night???Yeah it was the last night when all this happened.It had never happened to me before-never ever in ma life.My head was numb-the best word that can describe my state...or is it that i was numb- i really don't know.I really felt like crying-lonely sitting in the room as if for ages in shackles.When was I going to be free like others???when??
All above that an idiot whom i would ....i don't know what i would do to him... plays with me...playing since when...i don't know...r u a HULK???no man u r a dodo challenging me!!!ahh!!! come on...
that would be a different story though...so let me return to ma state of mind...
all negative thoughts haunted me...continued to do so in ma dreams....still perpetually lingering around...well well I have kicked it out;let it roam hither n tither....for Heaven's sake leave me alone...anyways u r not goinna get a chance again...now its a rare case when I lose my temper...however for some reason or the other....others r still inside me.... pains when i have to struggle to stop my tears... they r precious for some n useless for others!!!
need someone....really...i keep on speculating something;wait for someone n finally what am I handed each day... a sigh of relief that someone was there with me.
Thinking about the mid-sem retest mad me more mad.All I could imagine was a weak heart standing in the drawing room of MB;me watching others watching me-I would grin.
But I wanted to imagine something else-what I still don't know.I have accepted it...that I can't put my mind to its best...that's mental retardation which may help me make it to the next level.I had always imagined some next level waiting for me.Alas! I have never reached there.
I was caught in a whirlpool in the cavern of my imagination and I finally i had to give in.Tears started rolling down and so I finally I slept forgetting the retest I had today.I left all to God!!!P.S. just a crap to start with...P.P.S. (April 2,2010)